So Last night was homecoming. It was really fun. Breakfast was good, the zoo was fun, and other then losing Bridgett for a while the dance was really fun too haha. I liked the group I was in a lot too. I wish that Josh could have come to everything with us, but it was still a lot of fun. I'm glad that Jesus came, he provided most of the entertainment for everyone.

I did more than just homecoming stuff last night too. I think that I'm going to make a few changes in my life now that will improve it a lot. They should improve me too, which is something I like to do. It's something that everyone likes to do, I hope. I don't want to iterate on the changes I'm going to make because I'm not sure who reads this. But don't worry, they're good changes. I don't know how else to get across how excited and good I feel about it without saying the same thing over and over again. I've been listening to Fall Out Boy and new Say Anything songs all day. I'm so pumped to see them and for their new album. Today was the first day I got to listen to Eloise. I want to say it's one of my favorite new ones so far, but I feel like I would be demeaning the greatness of every other one I've heard. It's too hard to choose. Anyway, I wasn't planning on posting this but it seems fitting. I wrote this probably a month ago but it seems like it applies to me now even more than it did when I wrote it. Kind of weird, but cool.

I once knew a man with all the big dreams

All the right ways and all the gold trim

But he never did prove his plans

The world was after him

His shrugs worked fine and so did he

At the right door, I have the wrong key

He moved a little and shoved to the right

Follow something else, just for tonight

I don’t work like I used to

Nothing’s how it’s supposed to be

A little compromise, a little change

Maybe this is a better me

I once had a friend who’s head tilted down

He never looked much

A small, simple frown

Never glance up and your stuck on the ground

But I have another plan

It’s so easy to get around

I don’t work like I used to

Nothing’s how it’s supposed to be

A little compromise, a little change

Soon I won’t even be me

Now I’m just a boy, no safety rope

Can’t remember who I was

It must be lost in the feel good smoke

The holes in my arm and even in my lungs

My dreams were the wrong ones

I need someone to tell me it’s alright

Please show me now to

Swallow the knife or learn to be right

I won’t stop living

I won’t stop living

Now I know

I won’t stop living