I'm feeling bitter about my mess. But I can't help it, I still love you to death.


This is my new one. I'm going to start looking into different recording/editing software so that I can record the ones I really like and make a stupid home made EP haha. I feel really dumb talking about this as if these are worth listening to by other people. I like them a lot, but that's because they're personal and mean something to me. I hope they can mean something to other people, but I don't know. I guess I just feel like an amateur that's in over his head. I've already decided that I'm going to title the "EP" About a Girl..., because every song that I like a lot is about the same girl. That sounds stupid too...but I like it. Oh, well. Here's my new one. I did it in one night/morning. Even though it was done in a short amount of time, it's one of the best that I've ever done.


Bitter

Let me get on my knees

I could use a warm embrace

Let me sigh my sincere plea’s

You can kick the dirt back in my face

This sting doesn’t hurt so bad

Not with the drugs in my hand

They still can’t seem to fulfill my taste

Another hopefuls lungs laid to waste

Im left here in my favorite chair

Too bitter to change the record

I wouldn’t hate this song so much

If you’d at least try to play along


and say you still care,

But I’m left here


But I’m left here, I’m left here

I’m the only one

I’m tired of writing about you in every fucking song

But I’m left here, I’m left here

And I’m feeling bitter about my mess

But I can’t help it

I still love you to death


I’m too bitter to even say your name

but I’m left here and you’ve made it clear that I’m to blame

My name slipping out your mouth 

As if you’re trying to get me for yourself

With your finger on the top of my head, give me a spin

I’ll wander away because after I heard I love you

it was I never want you back again.


But I’m left here, I’m left here

I’m the only one

I’m tired of writing about you in every fucking song

But I’m left here, I’m left here

And I’m feeling bitter about my mess

But I can’t help it

I still love you to death


It’s my choice, make me burn

it’s my choice, make me hurt

it’s my choice, make me learn

it’s my choice, please come back


I will say again that I like criticism a lot with these, so please comment.

5 comments:

Dylan said...


Hell yeah. I was looking at some software today and I think I'm going to download the trial for Adobe Audition, and then find a keygen. Hopefully that works well. Get started on the keyboard!

Cameron said...


Ah, you are too damn good dude. I can't even come close to this when I try to write songs. I'm jealous haha. If I can be a part of this "EP" just let me know. So I can be like,"Oh, I was in this track, we're like best friends." when you get signed and stuff. Haha, but seriously, great song.

Cameron said...


... I was serious about being a part of it though.

Dylan said...


Ahhh you made me blush :$ (that's the blushing face) haha.
You can definitely be on it! I'll need lots 'o help.

Cameron said...


Sweet, just let me know. Haha.