Yesterday I went to the Utah vs. BYU basketball game. it was pretty fun and the game was intense. It went into overtime, but in the long run Utah won by seven points, which i liked.
Changing subject, for the past couple months most of the time I've felt indifferent about nearly everything. No matter how bad something was that happened I could count on it that within an hour I would have forgotten it and not cared at all. Now though, I'm getting something that I would prefer the indifference over. It seems that for the last week or two all I do is worry about things. Whether it's grades, wrestling, things being stolen, whatever. They're constantly on my mind and constantly bugging me. I'm not exactly sure how to make it stop. One thing is for sure though. I would not mind going back to how i felt, or didn't feel I guess, before the worrypalooza.
Changing subject, for the past couple months most of the time I've felt indifferent about nearly everything. No matter how bad something was that happened I could count on it that within an hour I would have forgotten it and not cared at all. Now though, I'm getting something that I would prefer the indifference over. It seems that for the last week or two all I do is worry about things. Whether it's grades, wrestling, things being stolen, whatever. They're constantly on my mind and constantly bugging me. I'm not exactly sure how to make it stop. One thing is for sure though. I would not mind going back to how i felt, or didn't feel I guess, before the worrypalooza.
Ohh, I have quite the tale for you.
When I got home from school today my PS3 and Xbox 360 were gone, stolen. So we called the cops, told them possible people who might have done it and they looked around. They found footprints in the snow leading from our backdoor to our neighbors. The kid who lives next door to me is 19, a juggalo, highschool drop out and does every drug known.
They found some of the stuff in his room, and called him on his cell phone.
So later, like a half hour ago actually, his older brother came over and begged about not pressing charges, his friend sold it for drug money, they'll get everything back, etc.
The thing is I have no idea what I want to do about it. His brother is a nice guy, has all his priorities straight and just got unlucky with who his brother is. You can't choose you're family afterall. His brother though...waste of a being is the best way to describe it. He's nineteen so it wouldn't hurt is older brother at all if i did decide to press charges, but I'm still not really sure. I think I'm going to see if I get everything back and in what demeanor. That'll also give me more time to thing about it.
When I got home from school today my PS3 and Xbox 360 were gone, stolen. So we called the cops, told them possible people who might have done it and they looked around. They found footprints in the snow leading from our backdoor to our neighbors. The kid who lives next door to me is 19, a juggalo, highschool drop out and does every drug known.
They found some of the stuff in his room, and called him on his cell phone.
So later, like a half hour ago actually, his older brother came over and begged about not pressing charges, his friend sold it for drug money, they'll get everything back, etc.
The thing is I have no idea what I want to do about it. His brother is a nice guy, has all his priorities straight and just got unlucky with who his brother is. You can't choose you're family afterall. His brother though...waste of a being is the best way to describe it. He's nineteen so it wouldn't hurt is older brother at all if i did decide to press charges, but I'm still not really sure. I think I'm going to see if I get everything back and in what demeanor. That'll also give me more time to thing about it.
I have been listening to A Day to Remembers new CD, entitled Homesick, all day today. Before I heard this album I didn't like them at all due to pure screaming. Now though...I'm a fan. You should definitely give this album a listen.
Other than that I have done nothing except homework, and am now on my way to eat. Actually I did learn how to play The Middle by Jimmy Eat World, but other than that not much. It's weird how as soon as it hits sunday it's like I have a little calendar inside me that tell me and warns me not to do anything fun. Because if I do something fun, that would break "the law of Sunday" and the entire seven day week system would go topsy turvy, rolling the earth from one axis onto the next.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll have something a little more interesting to say, if anything at all.
Other than that I have done nothing except homework, and am now on my way to eat. Actually I did learn how to play The Middle by Jimmy Eat World, but other than that not much. It's weird how as soon as it hits sunday it's like I have a little calendar inside me that tell me and warns me not to do anything fun. Because if I do something fun, that would break "the law of Sunday" and the entire seven day week system would go topsy turvy, rolling the earth from one axis onto the next.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll have something a little more interesting to say, if anything at all.
This picture is only a few days old, and it shows what most of my days are like. Except Tina is usually riding in the trunk when Josh is with us. In the past couple days that I've been in Theory of Knowledge I've noticed it's hard to come by someone who is book smart as well as "spiritually" smart.
In it we got broken down into groups and had to discuss certain things. When people in my group started talking about how you're certain you love someone, another person said "nope. look i know the equation for love." which is completely ridiculous, so as soon as they said it I wanted to slap them. There was a number of other statements like that, but that's the one that sticks out in my mind.
Sometimes smart people can be very dumb.
In it we got broken down into groups and had to discuss certain things. When people in my group started talking about how you're certain you love someone, another person said "nope. look i know the equation for love." which is completely ridiculous, so as soon as they said it I wanted to slap them. There was a number of other statements like that, but that's the one that sticks out in my mind.
Sometimes smart people can be very dumb.
Today was the first day of our new schedule, which sounded somewhat fun. It was just alright though. My financial literacy class sucks. I don't sit by my only friend in it. I sit next to the cowboy master.
The other classes are fine though.
When I was sitting in School Success and looking around at the people in it I kind of started wondering if they really thought the things they were doing were good and if they really didn't care.
How can someone walk into a class, announce they're going to fail it, than sit down and talk about smoking for an hour and a half and still feel good about it like it's something amazing? I think the fact that they can do that is amazing.
My only advice for today: Aim higher than the kids in school success.
The other classes are fine though.
When I was sitting in School Success and looking around at the people in it I kind of started wondering if they really thought the things they were doing were good and if they really didn't care.
How can someone walk into a class, announce they're going to fail it, than sit down and talk about smoking for an hour and a half and still feel good about it like it's something amazing? I think the fact that they can do that is amazing.
My only advice for today: Aim higher than the kids in school success.
This post is going to be my only one without some sort of picture to go with it. Today I was reading Anthony Raneri's picture blog and decided I wanted to to do the same...be in Bayside, I mean. Tomorrow is the first day of my totally new school schedule and I got my Storm back so I'm sure there'll be plenty of pictures to take.
P.S.
I just almost posted my new class schedule on the internet, wtf??